Ok this was just after I posted my "post " right here, sallowing about my "condition"(chek the just next post), I met this guy who pulls rickshaw for living and guess what I was never more ashamed about complaining on my status... I know most would kill for what I have while others would scorn, but this guy who lives by a rickshaw when he can beg and make better money. Oh yes i forgot to mention that he has just one hand.. So?? I found a new found dignity in lives of people who make their living every day...I have nothing more to say than that but i was not just ashamed of what he did, I was ashamed of why he had to resort to it... why he dint have a system supporting his kind.. I dont know but will atleast soon find out...